I never felt this empty before... The struggle being at 30 with this heavy heart where u feel nothing is right but just following the path hoping it will lead to something beautiful. In every perspective in my life... Love, nah too broken for it... Work, never struggled this much in my life where u literally working every day and that 1 weekend you have, you have to travel all the way from penang to kl and kl to penang... Social, its a myth... The process to be financially stable is just devastating. All you are hoping for is that financial stability and that feae to prove to ur loved ones and spend for ur loved ones before it's too late is just too stressful.
At one point, you can feel is it all worth it Coz u will never know what will happen next in this uncertain life... All you can do is go with a flow with all this obligation and responsibilities you have and find a way to a beautiful life you are hoping for... Just need to keep fighting for that day... Just ranting out, sorry.. I know blogspot is dead so I just want to release all of this out without much drama... if anyone sees this...please ignore and erase whatever u read... 😅... This too shall pass ❤️
