The hole

 I never felt this empty before... The struggle being at 30 with this heavy heart where u feel nothing is right but just following the path hoping it will lead to something beautiful. In every perspective in my life... Love, nah too broken for it... Work, never struggled this much in my life where u literally working every day and that 1 weekend you have, you have to travel all the way from penang to kl and kl to penang... Social, its a myth... The process to be financially stable is just devastating. All you are hoping for is that financial stability and that feae to prove to ur loved ones and spend for ur loved ones before it's too late is just too stressful.

At one point, you can feel is it all worth it Coz u will never know what will happen next in this uncertain life... All you can do is go with a flow with all this obligation and responsibilities you have and find a way to a beautiful life you are hoping for... Just need to keep fighting for that day... Just ranting out, sorry.. I know blogspot is dead so I just want to release all of this out without much drama... if anyone sees this...please ignore and erase whatever u read... 😅... This too shall pass ❤️

last day of exam

At last..the day tat i am waiting for ( for this month ) . Finally i am done with my exam . I tot 3 day wud take a long time but it passed juz like tat . The exam was fine but i did very bad this time . Not to say very bad but abit bad . Sej and Bio , as ussual , suxxxx . I was damn happy coz everything i studied in sej kau kau was in the exam but i was tottaly blank out once i saw the paper and ending up writing sum nonsense . Addmaths was superb but i mess up with the Sn and Tn question 5 . I accidently use the Sn formula to a Tn question . Maths was superb , i get 84 for maths but still kena scold from my dad coz didnt get 90 above . Physics was cun . Bi was abit tough juz like bm but bm was even more better accept for the rumusan part coz I CANT FIND ANY ****** ISI . Oni got 5 but other got 7 like tat . Hhmmm....than chemis was ok ok . Est was cun and moral cun as well . I hope after the the day pass slower than ever coz dowanna take the result so fast and spm is near dy . Anyways , gud luck for ol the ex-spm student .

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my blog is officially dead.

freedom is mine...

The day that i am waiting for finally had come . My bro went to college yesterday , so , i will have all the freedom i want such as computer usage , parents love and etc . But , still gonna miss him coz sumtimes he wil back me up when figthing with my sis and sumtimes he wont . Moreover , I HAVE NO ONE TO IRRITATE . haiz . Must start to irritate my sis nw . But nw , I only have half of the freedom coz my sis is still around . So , waiting till feb when she will move to her appartment ......

Exam fever over....football fever is back....

After so long of exam days , finally its over . first time in my history , i studied until late nite and wake up early in the morning to study ( last minute studying ) . but to tel frankly , last minute studying really helps . i was sick for the last day of exam but after finishing the last paper , i dont feel anything other than a great sign of relief . Nomore late night studies and no more early in the morning studies . But after this her will be late nite football games and early in the morning football games ....coz.....fifa 2010 is coming soon . cant wait for it , i hope france will win this year .

Jokes time....

Pickup Line Comebacks

Man: "Haven't we met before?"
Woman: "Yes, I'm the receptionist at the VD Clinic."

Man: "Haven't I seen you someplace before?
Woman: "Yeah, that's why I don't go there anymore."

Man: "Is this seat empty?"
Woman: "Yes, and this one will be too if you sit down."

Man: "So, wanna go back to my place ?"
Woman: "Well, I don't know. Will two people fit under a rock?"

Man: "Your place or mine?"
Woman: "Both. You go to yours and I'll go to mine."

Man: "I'd like to call you. What's your number?"
Woman: "It's in the phone book."
Man: "But I don't know your name."
Woman: "That's in the phone book too."

Man: "So what do you do for a living?"
Woman: "I'm a female impersonator."

Man: "What sign were you born under?"
Woman: "No Parking."

Man: "Hey, baby, what's your sign?"
Woman: "Do not Enter"

Man: "How do you like your eggs in the morning?"
Woman: "Unfertilized !"

Man: "Hey, come on, we're both here at this bar for the same reason"
Woman: "Yeah! Let's pick up some chicks!"

Man: "I'm here to fulfill your every sexual fantasy."
Woman: "You mean you've got both a donkey and a Great Dane?"

Man: "I know how to please a woman."
Woman: "Then please leave me alone."

Man: "I want to give myself to you."
Woman: "Sorry, I don't accept cheap gifts."

Man: "I can tell that you want me."
Woman: "Ohhhh. You're so right. I want you to leave."

Man: "If I could see you naked, I'd die happy:
Woman: "Yeah, but if I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing."

Man: "Hey cutie, how 'bout you and I hitting the hot spots?"
Woman: "Sorry, I don't date outside my species.."

Man: "Your body is like a temple."
Woman: "Sorry, there are no services today."

Man: "I'd go through anything for you."
Woman: "Good! Let's start with your bank account."

Man: "I would go to the end of the world for you.
Woman: "Yes, but would you stay there?"

arghhhh.......

lucky its not h1n1 . damn sick since yesterday . this morning oni went to clinic for check up . saw chew wan zhang ter . waited for 1 and half hour to see the doc . luckily , the doc said tat its juz normal sick and the doctor ask whether wanna get injection or take medicine . i wanted to say medicine but b4 i open my mouth my smart parent ask the doc to inject . )_*(^*)%&":":
*()&*(%............walauweh damn painful . if get injected on my hand means ok but instead of getting injected on the hand , i get injected on my a** . cant even sit on a correct position . but feeling better nw .